Thursday, May 12, 2005

Bleah

So for the last week I have felt like poo. I mean in the mental sense. It must have something to do with the full moon, and maybe PMS, and who the heck knows what else, but I just feel like a frumpy lumpy lame head. It's better when I'm being social.....in a minimal kind of way.....like just being somewhere where there are other people around, with little demand on my actual participation. Or talking on the phone--that kind of thing. That helps. When I'm home alone, I really just feel like being in bed all the time. I don't know why this is. I hope it passes soon.

I've had to tell myself that this is the week where I need to focus on other people. I have 2 team members debuting this week--would have been 3 if Jennifer hadn't gotten sick, so hers will be next Tuesday. I am focusing on them, on their needs, because that's important. I am also important, but I know that the energy I put into helping these women get started will not only help them, but help me too in the long run. It's just one big circle....the love you put out comes back to you.